I'm always misunderstood. I know i cannot be that somebody,
you expected me to be.
But this is still who i am,
Who i turned out to be. At the end of the day, I am still that off-tunedkey.
i may not be the best.
i may be misunderstood.
i know i cannot be that someone
you expected me to be.
but i am still me.
still that same out-of-tuned key.
i'll keepon playing.
My name is Jasmine Gan.
I am a typical girl. A girl next DOOR? I have a dark secret i wouldn't tell.
I ?him :DD
I'm simple. I DON'T go for branded.
Just give me a no limit credit card
And i'll stay with you forever
Future~
Photographer
Fashion designer
Architect
Director
Actress
Songwriter
Author[mi idol is j.k rowling]
Ps: I'm so naive!
my lifeas itis.
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Heys! Jasmine the extreme is back! Muahahs. Just finished episode 22 of my romance story. hahas, i'm a small girl with a big dream. Well, today. I was browsing through some website, and came across this. This is fun:) You try it.
The Part of You That No One Sees
You are compassionate, caring, and soothing.
You like other people to depend on you...
In fact, you don't feel right unless you are helping someone out.
Underneath it all, you feel the burden of everyone's problems.
Without your guidance, you fear that many people's worlds would fall apart.
You like to feel in charge, even if it brings you a lot of stress.
Finally finished blog! I wouldnt have done it faster if someone was there to help lo! >.> Hahas, anyw i finished it myself :)
I've finally gained freedom once more. I gathered up all my courage and finally told him what i felt. I don't understand why you would say i was a coward when i wrote it in blog instead of telling you. But, i don't think you are write. Blogs are stuff for me to express my feelings. I think it was you who made me say all this. And i am glad. Although i may be harsh to you, i am sorry. I didn't mean it that way if you got it all wrong. I just wanted to tell you so badly, i was afraid that you would get angry and not be my friend. Although i don't want things to go so far between us, but i wanted to be friends with you. I don't want us to be enemies. It's like they always say, ' its better to gain a friend, then an enemy. ' You are funny, and nice to be with. You are caring. If you're offended by what i said, im sorry. I will delete the post. I just want you to know that, even though we're apart, you are still my best friend. Forever and ever. If you ever need me, give me a call. If you ever need a shoulder, i'll lend you one. If you have something you wanna say, i'll give you a listening ear. I just want you to know that, i'll still be your friend even if you said that. So, are we cool?
TODAY! Hahas, was fun. Sometimes i think i'll just explode from eating so much everyday. I went to get sushi today with my mother, sister and bro. My father is not in Singapore, and i miss him a lot. We did a lot of bonding, and laughed our heads off. It was fun actually, except for the fact that i had something in my head i cant get out. I kept thinking, why the heck is the meaning of monsoon? There's this song i don't understand!!! And i don't even though whether the singer is a female or male. Weird. Gothic. EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
I wanna say sorry to joanne. Cause i didn't acompany her. I made plans with my mother. She was angry with me, because i was always not returning home early. She said i didn't have a curfew, which was true, but i didnt realise she didnt allow me to hang outside for like everyday. I want to be with my friends. I want to eat for free. I'm so selfish T.T I hope she won't get angry and blow away my secrets. Hahas... Well, night. Toddles.
Why does this always happen to me? I very ugly? Too straightforward? Too proud? I sibei haolian. I don't care what the fuck you are doing. I hate backstabbers. I talk what's on my mind without caring how others feel. I am a bitch/slut/whatever! I very rude, unkind. Uncaring. Loves to laugh at ppl when they fall down.
Let me tell you. This is who i am. I am not going to waste my effing ass time to change for the better. And don't even think that i am going to change for you. THIS IS WHO I AM. THIS ISWHAT GOD MADE ME. Accept me or leave me alone. I just donna how to communicate with you anymore. So suddenly, everything is my fault. Stop digging into the past and say my wrongs and mistakes. You did the same too. I just didn't want to give a fucking damn. It is not i don care how you feel. ILOVEMYSELF! I dont care what a bitch i am, or what you are unhappy about. I criticized you before. YES! And, i said im sorry. What can i do now? I already apologised. You want be to kneel down in front of you and say sorry? Or just disappear? This is my life, my mouth. I know i was wrong to say that about you, but i didn't mean it. Although it really hurted you damn hard. Im really veera veera sorry. I appear to be who i am. Not what i am going to be after you CRITICIZED ME. I accepted your apologies when you did, but did you accept mine? You still dig it up and throw it back at me How does it feel when i shit in the toliet bowl and stuff it in your mouth? I admit that i always throw tantrums at you. And i very happy you held me up when i did. I just didnt know why i would do that.
Still, Abigail Splinder.|
4:10 AM
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Heys! now so boring lo. Played monopoly!!! Fun. But i so stupid, kept losing! Shite! Nvm. I was browsing the net, and came across a few videos that were nice. The famous song. SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW Nice:)
You liked this? By leona lewis. She sang bleeding love too. That's britain got talent, i think.
Or this? By Katherine Mcphee. American idol 5. She got second place. And she stared in The house bunny. Her chacracter's Harmony. Pregnant lady. > >> You choose :) anyw. Toddles:DD
Still, Abigail Splinder.|
5:57 AM
Sunday, October 12, 2008
This is wicked. Funny!!!
Avril Lavgine!!! I love her. Her accent is so nice. Plus the skit to the show is hilarous. If you like this, go youtube.com search madtv and there is a whole lot funny ass clips!
Still, Abigail Splinder.|
4:07 AM
HAIS!!!! exam's over. hahas, next year going to next class le! i will miss 2a2 de. so many memories created these pass two years! LOVE NI MENS!!! Exam over, then soon holiday le. I plug me teeth few days ago! which was like, ouch! So pain. I was so afraid!!!! But, got over it. Still got one more tooth to go. Be good, ok?
I usually loved holiday. But this year, i dreaded it. Like that i must see him like almost everyday. I can't take it! Imagine walking on a straight line, getting closer and closer. Finally one day would hit each other and be gone for good. Hais, i'm feeling brown...
You Are Having a Brown Day
Today you are your normal responsible, serious self.
You're getting done what needs to be done. And you're not too worried about how you're feeling.
While you're all business, you are still warm and approachable.
You are busy, but you're not too busy for a little fun down time.